Really great to hear from you again---sure do miss your positiveness when you reply to postings. Sometimes when a person is in the midst of a challenging time it is difficult to understand the "whys" or reasons. Usually though after the challenging time has past a person can reflect back and find that some "good" has come about because of the challenge and the life journey. It can even be the people around them and ripple to many people in a positive way. I know when I read all the postings on this form from people all around the world, your input into their lives and everyone who reads them is very much appreciated and enlightened.
God speed, Jan, your physical recovery. I know God blesses your spirit! May God's angels comfort and carry you and your family through this time. Anne